rattus rattus’ blog

“If this is what you want”.

Want, wish, desire, need, necessity, to hope for, and long for, to envision and imagine, also habit, being used to, require, or lust, appetite, hunger, passion, zest, and — last but sure not least — love are all similar in some ways. One might say these notions are all the same as much as they are different — and differentiating.

And then, there is what we do, and there is what we talk (or write) about, which is just another act which we think of as being what we “want”.

This is (in short) what I wanted to say.

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R: I just wonder what the meaning of our union is, especially. If there is a love, and it is what we wish it were, is this love?
E: There is no love, but if there were, and it existed as we might wish it doesn’t, then I daresay we are.

— “Human apes” by Ontological Damnation

I just wanted to say that you are so

 stimulating,
  and alluring,
   simply great,
    you are spectacular,
     and impressive,
      sensational,
       plain charming,
        and cheerful,
         stupendous
          fabulous,
           even marvelous,
            always interesting,
             and intelligent,
              you are stunning,
               remarkable,
                phenomenal,
                 outstanding,
                  and enchanting,
                   just awesome,
                    wonderful,
                   inspiring,
                  amazing,
                 bewitching,
                captivating,
               attracting
              and attractive;
             and eye-opening,
            energizing,
           entertaining,
          invigorating,
         fascinating,
        and enlightening,
       downright astonishing.
      You are damn rare.

Never forget this!
And always remember that it was me who said it.

[When Ratta says LOVE she means LOVE.]